urinary schurinary

when i am at work i have to pee every second. litterly. i have to go now and i went ten minutes ago at 3:20 and i have to go again. did i mention i also went at 3:05 and 2:30... they arnt real pees either... half the time i sit on the toilet and wait and then turn on the water and cant pee so i go back to my desk and then its like i realllyyyy have to go. i think marco must think i am crazy or somehting cause all i do is go back and forth. well now i really have to go.

few things

so i would rather sleep with my father then alan

also when i think about sleeping with alan or him touching my arm or him i dry gag

im a mess

few things

should i move?

should i move to LA?

should i move to NYC?

should i go to Israel for 5 months?

should i do somthing else?

what should i do?

what do i want to do?

what do i want to be?

do i want to keep working here? (thats a HELLS TO THE NO)

have i lost my mind?

is it normal to not be normal?

should i be a stand up comedian?

am i funny?

do you think i am pretty?

do you care?

what should i do with my life?

if i did stay here what would the reason be?

do i want to stay in boston?

do i want to go back to school?

do i want to find some weird program or something?

will i ever learn to read or spell?

do you think im pretty?





HELLLLLPPPPPPP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

von dutch trucker hats

i want to go to africa to save the children.

im also thinking about goign to israel for 5 months to do some things but keep i dont know... im also thinking about moving away from boston cause im kinda over it and i want to move someplace and do something i just dont know

help

tell me what to do

i am in florida

and yesterday i went to sammys bat mitzvah, leo was my date and he is amazing! i think i am kinda secretly in love with him but maybe its not that much of a secret cause i think everyone is in love with him... or at least they should be because he is amazing

i was thinking about all the amazing friends i have and i really do love them all

friends tell me what i should do with my life

and my father is becoming a flight atendent