i need to get over this beatles thing

Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me?

And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me, help me, help me, oh.


its been like 5 days now that i dont want to listen to anything else. so many of the songs make me so sad. also the mind has gone. but here comes the sun so its alright. and looks like me and JT are 1 again. i thought of my yahoo password. litterly its gone... i hope not for good. oh wait yep its gone.

maybe i dont

was i off? i dont know. i might have been on. on off on off ffo no ffo no.

dear ms.soberman this is for you (winkwink)
Candle light and soul forever
A dream of you and me together
Say you believe it, say you believe it

Free your mind from doubt and danger
Be for real don't be a stranger
We can achieve it, we can achieve it

Come a little bit closer baby, get it on, get it on
'Cause tonight is the night when two become one

[Chorus:]
I need some love like I never needed love before
(Wanna make love to ya baby)
I had a little love, now I'm back for more
(Wanna make love to ya baby)
Set your spirit free, it's the only way to be

Silly games that you were playing
Empty words we both were saying
Let's work it out boy, let's work it out boy

Any deal that we endeavour
Boys and girls are good together
Take it or leave it, take it or leave it

Are you as good as I remember baby, get it on, get it on
'Cause tonight is the night when two become one

[Chorus]

Ah, oh wow
Ah, oh wow

Be a little bit wiser baby, put it on, put it on
'Cause tonight is the night when two become one

I need some love like I never needed love before
(Wanna make love to ya baby)
I had a little love, now I'm back for more
(Wanna make love to ya baby)

I need some love like I never needed love before
(Wanna make love to ya baby)
I had a little love, now I'm back for more
(Wanna make love to ya baby)
Set your spirit free, it's the only way to be

It's the only way to be
It's the only way to be


also for jessie but on a side note once at landmark i got roomed (not dormed... had to stay in my room all night, obvi freshman year when i was nutso) for blacsting this song. why was i sooooo obsesseeeeddd with nwa? maybe its because i am a nigger with attitude

Yo Dre man, I take this bitch out to the movies and shit man we're kissin'
and grindin' and shit, so we hop in the back seat, you know man, this bitch
rubbin' all over my dick and frontin' like she's gonna give me the pussy,
man, and the bitch said 3 words, man :
STOP NO and DON'T [oh shit]

I said BIIIITTTTTTCCHH ...

You don't have to front on me dear, [don't front me..]
So why don't you just give that pussy hair? [hehehe ahah]
If you'd be good to me, [yeah yeah]
ohh I'll be good to you, [ahahha]
and we'll both ride home in my automobile... [fuckin' head in this car]

All that I want is a little puss' [that's all he wants]
All that I want is just a little head [ahaha just a little bit]
If you'd be good to me, [good]
ohh I'll be good to you, [ah]
and we'll both ride home in my automobile...

You don't have to front on me bitch, [don't front on me muthafuckin' bitch]
Don't be afraid - it's only a dick [ahaha it's only a dick .. ]
Give up the pussy soon, [yeah soon]
All I want is a little, [little]
oh get your groopy ass up my hotel room [ahhhhhhhuuu]
oh get your groopy ass up my hotel room [get out get out...]

All I want is the pussy [ha!]
All I want is the pussy [pussy]
All I want is the pussy [godamn right!]
All I want is the pussy [pussy pussy pussy pussy..]
If you'd be good to me, [yeah, ho']
ohh I'll be good to you,
and we'll both ride home in my automobile [kick some more shit]
we'll both ride home in my automobile... [ah yeah]
If you'd be good to me,[yeah baby]
ohh I'll be good to you
and we'll both ride home in my automobile

i take back everything

i was off. not right. not on. burn in heaven.



jess is gone miss her. vanessa is back, that is great.

im goign to "Finnish" what i started

yay for jess being here and yay for life

mixed MESSAGE mania

how it should be:

Now I've had the time of my life
No I never felt like this before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you
'Cause I've had the time of my life
And I owe it all to you

I've been waiting for so long
Now I've finally found someone
To stand by me
We saw the writing on the wall
As we felt this magical
Fantasy

Now with passion in our eyes
There's no way we could disguise it
Secretly
So we take each other's hand
'Cause we seem to understand
The urgency
Just remember

You're the one thing
I can't get enough of
So I'll tell you something
This could be love because

I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you

Hey, baby

With my body and soul
I want you more than you'll ever know
So we'll just let it go
Don't be afraid to lose control, no
Yes I know what's on your mind
When you say, "Stay with me tonight"
Just remember

You're the one thing
I can't get enough of
So I'll tell you something
This could be love because

I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you


But I've had the time of my life
And I've searched though every open door
Till I found the truth
And I owe it all to you

[SOLO]

Now I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you

I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you

'Couse I've had the time of my life
And I've searched though every open door
Till I found the truth
And I owe it all to you...

how it is:

I just don't know what to do with myself
Don't know just what to do with myself
I'm so used to doing everything with you
Planning everything for two
And now that we're through

I just don't know what to do with my time
I'm so lonesome for you it's a crime
Going to a movie only makes me sad
Parties make me feel as bad
When I'm not with you
I just don't know what else to do

Like a summer rose
It needs the sun and rain
I need your sweet love to ease all the pain
I just don't know what to do with myself (x2)
Baby if your new love ever turns you down
Come back I will be around
Just waiting for you
I don't know what else to do

I don't know just what to do with myself (x2)
Baby if your new love ever turns you down
Come on back I will be around
Just waiting for you
I'm still so crazy for you

No No No No
I just don't know what else to do (x3)
I'm still so crazy for you
No No No No

other:

Love, love is strange
Lot of people take it for a game
Once you get it
You'll never wanna quit (no, no)
After you've had it (yeah, yeah)
You're in an awful fix
Many people
Don't understand (no, no)
They think loving (yeah, yeah)
Is money in the hand
Your sweet loving
Is better than a kiss
When you leave me
Sweet kisses I miss

[MICKEY:]
Silvia...

[SILVIA:]
Yes Mickey?

[MICKEY:]
How do you call your loverboy?

[SILVIA:]
Come 'ere loverboy!!

[MICKEY:]
And if he doesnt answer?

[SILVIA:]
Ohh loverboy!

[MICKEY:]
And if he STILL doesnt answer?

[SILVIA:]
I simply say
Baby,
Oohh baby
My sweet baby
You're the one

[TOGETHER:]
Baby,
Oohh baby
My sweet baby
You're the one


side note: the key holder of american apparel back bay put in her two weeks notice this past saterday the 26th of may. on saterday the 9th of june she will go pro. thats right people pro rollerbladermaster.

and another side note: she also learned that satErday is spelt satUrday so please disregard any past E's and imagine the are all U's

last side note: she loves dyslexia

sorry one more: its just that i was spell checking this (kinda i totally could have missed stuff obvi beach tots...oh and vice says abrievs are out... whats vice know anywaywhopoo...ya) and i spelt dyslexia right whoooppp whooooppp (eww i know whoopping is horrid but some things deserve a whoop and spelling that word took me 21 years to learn and i will probabyy forget tomorrow tomato yamato forgoto)

People take pictures of the Summer,
Just in case someone thought they had missed it,
And to proved that it really existed.
Fathers take pictures of the mothers,
And the sisters take pictures of brothers,
Just to show that they love one another.

You can't picture love that you took from me,
When we were young and the world was free.
Pictures of things as they used to be,
Don't show me no more, please.

People take pictures of each other,
Just to prove that they really existed,
Just to prove that they really existed.
People take pictures of each other,
And the moment to last them for ever,
Of the time when they mattered to someone.

People take pictures of the Summer,
Just in case someone thought they had missed it,
Just to proved that it really existed.
People take pictures of each other,
And the moment to last them for ever,
Of the time when they mattered to someone.
Picture of me when I was just three,
Sucking my thumb by the old oak tree.
Oh how I love things as they used to be,
Don't show me no more, please.


smile for me daddyy


From the ice-age to the dole-age
There is but one concern
I have just discovered :

Some girls are bigger than others
Some girls are bigger than others
Some girls mothers are bigger than
Other girls mothers

Some girls are bigger than others
Some girls are bigger than others
Some girls mothers are bigger than
Other girls mothers

As anthony said to cleopatra
As he opened a crate of ale :

Oh, I say :
Some girls are bigger than others
Some girls are bigger than others
Some girls mothers are bigger than
Other girls mothers

Some girls are bigger than others
Some girls are bigger than others
Some girls mothers are bigger than
Other girls mothers

Send me the pillow ...
The one that you dream on ...
Send me the pillow ...
The one that you dream on ...
And Ill send you mine

my response to aimee

i swear to god i know a girl who has rats... but she will only give them to people who will take 2 cause she doesnt want them to be lonley! let me know i can make a call haha!

----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: maus.
Date: May 16, 2007 4:17 PM


i want one.
if anyone knows anyone who has some or anywhere i could get one.
that would make my life pretty cool. or something.


get back to me.

last nights experience

lots and lots words in my head
comatose
i believe in signs
necrophilia
music shall be present
blood
did you say blood?
anctious
i be who
persistence
close call
"it is for you, its all for you"
happyness
it didnt work

whats your fee. i find it weird it wasnt awkward for me. who you be. can you see. jump in glee. hee hee.

thank you,
aly

p.s.
should i move to europe? should i stay in boston? should i go some place else? whens this life goign to start? do you care? could you care? should i care? where should i get a job? i know where i want one... they wont hire me but wish me loads of luck tomorrow is the day!

also me and emily talked about how the worst feeling in the world is to love some one who doesnt love you back. its true. oh wait is that from love actully? oh ya it is. its weird cause i think i have a good taste in movies yet this cheeseycheeseball movie has weirdly gotten in my head like whoa. perhaps its cause i am a sucker for funny older men with british accents or perhaps its just the way i get hyper and gitty everytime i watch that movie... all i want for christmas is you!

if your heart was broken you would be dead

im alive

bjork used this so i use this

yet again

dont misinterperet this boys cause its not about you! its about you, its all about you! yet again love actully needs more fans!

Now I've had the time of my life
No I never felt like this before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you
'Cause I've had the time of my life
And I owe it all to you

I've been waiting for so long
Now I've finally found someone
To stand by me
We saw the writing on the wall
As we felt this magical
Fantasy

Now with passion in our eyes
There's no way we could disguise it
Secretly
So we take each other's hand
'Cause we seem to understand
The urgency
Just remember

You're the one thing
I can't get enough of
So I'll tell you something
This could be love because

I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you

Hey, baby

With my body and soul
I want you more than you'll ever know
So we'll just let it go
Don't be afraid to lose control, no
Yes I know what's on your mind
When you say, "Stay with me tonight"
Just remember

You're the one thing
I can't get enough of
So I'll tell you something
This could be love because

I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you


But I've had the time of my life
And I've searched though every open door
Till I found the truth
And I owe it all to you

[SOLO]

Now I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you

I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you

'Couse I've had the time of my life
And I've searched though every open door
Till I found the truth
And I owe it all to you...















nothing new forgot the password and my username to this blog... why do i get these mental blocks?
life is life
waiting is the name of the game
patience is of the essence
Some day I'll wish upon a star And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops Away above the chimney tops That's where you'll find me

this is the start of something good

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.



dear shark,
I love to ride you bareback and hard with a fruit basket on my head.
your friend,
aly