last nights experience

lots and lots words in my head
comatose
i believe in signs
necrophilia
music shall be present
blood
did you say blood?
anctious
i be who
persistence
close call
"it is for you, its all for you"
happyness
it didnt work

whats your fee. i find it weird it wasnt awkward for me. who you be. can you see. jump in glee. hee hee.

thank you,
aly

p.s.
should i move to europe? should i stay in boston? should i go some place else? whens this life goign to start? do you care? could you care? should i care? where should i get a job? i know where i want one... they wont hire me but wish me loads of luck tomorrow is the day!

also me and emily talked about how the worst feeling in the world is to love some one who doesnt love you back. its true. oh wait is that from love actully? oh ya it is. its weird cause i think i have a good taste in movies yet this cheeseycheeseball movie has weirdly gotten in my head like whoa. perhaps its cause i am a sucker for funny older men with british accents or perhaps its just the way i get hyper and gitty everytime i watch that movie... all i want for christmas is you!

if your heart was broken you would be dead

im alive